Living Alone

I am a freshman in college, and I have suffered and survived a full semester. As I head into my second semester I have realized the power of living alone. In a dorm. Let me start off by saying, I was making myself physically sick worrying about having a roommate. I also did not vet […]

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One Amazing Thing

For my freshman seminar, I was assigned a book to read, annotate, and study for discussion. That book is One Amazing Thing by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni. And it’s not a terrible read, actually. Although the ending was not to my taste. After this point, there are a few potential spoilers. The story takes place in an Indian […]

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A Guy…

There’s a guy. Hah. Isn’t that the start of literally every young adult novel? So, a guy. He’d never like me. And he is way to young for me. Too smart for me. Has been on more dates than I could ever dream up going on. He dates thin girls, that are always happy. I am […]

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What Did I Do?

What did I do? I won. I listened. I obeyed. I did not fight you. What did I do? To make it worth hating you. What? I won. I listened. I obeyed. I am destroyed by your words that cut me like blades I am killed every day seeing you here In my home Where […]

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Something

A hit That never bruises A cut That doesn’t bleed. This is something This is what I live with Yelling That cuts sharper than any knife Words That will bruise as black as his soul. This is something. This is my life I cannot be free I am pinned I am trapped. I cannot breath. […]

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More Scholarships

Ok. It’s not that I hate scholarships. I love the fact that I can get free money. The part that I hate is the endless applying for the free money. Because God knows that I’m broke. So, I have to think about what exactly I have done in the past four years of my life. […]

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Debates

Ok, I am not a person that enjoys confrontation. But I have discovered that I am weirdly good at debating. It’s almost scary. I brought a girl to the verge of frustrated tears. And I felt horrible about that. But I really loved arguing my point. Debating, I’m sure, has many benefits. That is why […]

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Spanish…. Again

I warned you I would talk about this shit hole of a class again. Which, bu the way, it sucks. Senior year mood is hitting hard and I don’t want to do anything more than I have to do to pass. I’m tired of killing myself over grades. I have already been accepted to multiple […]

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Holidays

Happy Easter! Or whatever! Yeah. So. Holidays in my family are an absolute hell. My mum has two sisters that are married with kids. And we are loud. Like extremely loud. We have gotten noise complaints from neighbours about our noise level. So, yeah, loud ass family. That’s us. Also, appreciate that my dad hates […]

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