New Jersey

Ok. So I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this before, but my cousin got into New Jersey’s feeding team!

I am so excited! I swear. But they are going to miss my graduation, and graduation party and all of my other senior events.

I am happy for them, I swear. But that doesn’t mean I am any less sad that they are going to miss some of the more pivotal moments of my life.

They are going to be gone for six weeks (at minimum), and they leave in five days. There was no warning. And they’re just going to be missing.

I’m happy but I’m not happy.

You feel?